Posts Tagged: Courage

‘I Don’t Want To Wait’ Original song by unsigned songwriter Kim Larking. Piano ballad on the electronic keyboard. Read more for lyrics: ‘I Don’t Want To Wait’ It’s hard to come to grips with what I’m seeing as my failure to fit in anywhere And all the people in the world just don’t want to care It’s taken me some time to build the courage up to now But I just want to say these words somehow Why does it feel so hard And why do I feel so lost I want to be someone special Not wallowing in their dust And I don’t want to wait But I have to wait until The perfect end comes into view It’s just a dream but if I believe One day perhaps I’ll be with you This world’s so very beautiful sometimes it takes my breath away I’m so wrapped up in jealousy because it never comes my way I know you’re just another normal guy without a clue But I still want to say these words to you Why does it feel so hard And why do I feel so lost I want to be someone special Not wallowing in their dust And I don’t want to wait But I have to wait until The perfect end comes into view It’s just a dream but if I believe One day perhaps I’ll be with It shouldn’t mean so much to me It’s been my own philosophy That it’s the shy ones and the kind ones Who are so often left behind But I don’t really want to be Caught up in their reality I want to start again I need a friend or someone to call my own So why do I feel so lost I want to be someone special Not wallowing in their dust And I don’t want to wait But I have …

Due to the complaints from the auto-focus as well as the misalignment of the video and audio of my first “Sally Song” on piano video (at this URL: youtube.com ), I’ve created a new one. This time, I played it on the Yamaha keyboard that I got for my birthday last year. My family gave the piano I used in the last video to my uncle who we got it from. Sorry for the weird angle. I didn’t have a higher place to put it and I know you guys don’t wanna see my fat stomach or thighs -.-’ I meant to show some of my face this time. Ah well. There’s always a next time. I did this on a different camera since the LCD on the camera I used for the last “Sally’s Song” video broke. This camera does much better quality and it doesn’t make that auto-focus noise. There is some slight feedback but it’s not that noticeable. I hope you like it NOTE: Again, for those of you looking for the sheet music, I ordered Danny Elfman’s book of sheet music from the movie off of Amazon (www.amazon.com I would sing along with this but my voice isn’t that great even though I love to sing. I’m trying to build up the courage to put up videos of me singing. Right now, I’m working on “Hallelujah” and “Complainte de la Butte” by Rufus Wainwright.