Original song ‘Facade’ by unsigned songwriter Kim Larking. Rock on the electronic keyboard. Read more for lyrics: These are the lyrics to the original version of the song. In this video, I had to cut some of the song out due to the camera cutting out after a few minutes. ‘Facade’ I hate to hate But it’s so twisted constricted inside I want to let it go But I’d just end up tired and more alone It’s hard to name it But I am being eaten up alive Trying to tame this rage inside I’m face to face With everything that I have tried to hide I can’t delude myself The person who you know is a facade And I believed it for a while Convinced I can’t be one of you I just conceived it all And it’s not true at all I can’t change myself Into a lie Although it may not be intentional I fear that I am a facade So could you never tell The way the me who disappeared Consuming everything It takes up almost all the strength I have To hide the claws that come out Even though I don’t mean to be bad I can’t contain it I’m not the angel that I might appear Only a broken girl is here I’m face to face With everything that I have tried to hide I can’t delude myself The person who you know is a facade And I believed it for a while Convinced I can’t be one of you I just conceived it all And it’s not true at all I can’t change myself I lie Although it may not be intentional I fear that I am a facade So could you never tell The way the me who disappeared I still confuse myself With every thought running …
‘I Don’t Want To Wait’ Original song by unsigned songwriter Kim Larking. Piano ballad on the electronic keyboard. Read more for lyrics: ‘I Don’t Want To Wait’ It’s hard to come to grips with what I’m seeing as my failure to fit in anywhere And all the people in the world just don’t want to care It’s taken me some time to build the courage up to now But I just want to say these words somehow Why does it feel so hard And why do I feel so lost I want to be someone special Not wallowing in their dust And I don’t want to wait But I have to wait until The perfect end comes into view It’s just a dream but if I believe One day perhaps I’ll be with you This world’s so very beautiful sometimes it takes my breath away I’m so wrapped up in jealousy because it never comes my way I know you’re just another normal guy without a clue But I still want to say these words to you Why does it feel so hard And why do I feel so lost I want to be someone special Not wallowing in their dust And I don’t want to wait But I have to wait until The perfect end comes into view It’s just a dream but if I believe One day perhaps I’ll be with It shouldn’t mean so much to me It’s been my own philosophy That it’s the shy ones and the kind ones Who are so often left behind But I don’t really want to be Caught up in their reality I want to start again I need a friend or someone to call my own So why do I feel so lost I want to be someone special Not wallowing in their dust And I don’t want to wait But I have …